Last year when Josh and I got together, we agreed to keep things strictly physical.And it was.Until our casual hookups stopped feeling casual.Having sex with him stopped being just about sex.And the thought of calling a halt to it left me feeling empty and cold.But Josh doesn¿t ¿do¿ relationships, so I called it quits before I started to fall. Luckily, I was able to move on from the experience completely unscathed, my heart fully intact.Or so I thought.Until I saw him again.His arm was wrapped around her. And unlike me, she isn¿t a hookup or a ¿booty¿ call.No, she¿s the girlfriend he told me he didn¿t want. And she¿s getting from him everything he¿d said he couldn¿t give any girl.So it turns out that Josh isn¿t averse to being in a relationship after all. He simply hadn¿t wanted to be in a relationship with me.