No one knows the real Carter Donovan. They only see the goalie with a chiseled body and the fake smiles I reserve for the camera. My horrific past is interfering with my game. But I have no idea how to fix it. Not until I meet a famous romance author who likes to play games of her own do I consider sharing my past. Sydney wants to know my secrets and the meaning behind my tattoos. All I wanted was sex. So, she tortures me with her dirty words and pictures, thrives off the steamy conversations that give me a never-ending case of blue balls. But the more I get to know her I realize she could be the light to my darkness. I only have one problem. Can she accept me the way I am? Contains mature themes.