Deborah Bee

I was sent this randomly in a book club trial. I don't read much "mainstream" fiction, so I started it without much hope of huge entertainment. Two first-person narrators, one (Sarah) in intensive care and "locked-in", the other (Kelly) her neighbour's daughter, a girl at one of those monumentally chaotic working-class secondary schools in which little happens except a teenage distillation into abusive bullying of everything that is wrong with the surrounding neighbourhood. But after I had settled to the style, warmed to the sympathetic characters, been suitably turned off by the unsympathetic ones, and got used to running my eyes down the creative-writing-class sections of descriptive observation, I found the gradually unfurling plot quite engaging. Sarah's unexpected background is revealed with gratifying slowness, and the combination of tragedy and success in Kelly's story also works well. The denouement was (to me at least) unexpected and satisfying. MB 27-xi-2021… (mehr)

I am slightly confused as to how I really feel about this book.

I was attracted to this book because of it's premise which was quite interesting. Once I started reading it, I was excited but after a few chapters I felt that the plot was dragged a bit too much.

The book deals with domestic violence as the premise indicates, and most often books dealing with this topic tend to make good psychological thrillers. Unfortunately, in this book there are not many twists and surprises to hold the reader's attention as well there are instances of poor policing which is kind of disappointing.

Overall, an okay read for me.

Thank You to NetGalley and Bonnier Books UK for this ARC!… (mehr)

A book with basically two points of view. Kelly, a teenager, who is a neighbour and friend of Sarah who is lying comatose in a hospital bed. She hears the conversations around her but can't react. Kelly is a very realistic teenager, a bit gobby but loyal. She isn't having a good time in a north London school thanks to the marauding gang of bullies. It was an interesting concept, quite well done - it's easy to picture the run down school, for Sarah being stuck in a hospital bed and the fear she felt being so helpless. A good debut novel. Looking forward to the next book!… (mehr)

Sarah Beresford has forgotten everything: who she is, what happened to her and - crucially - why.

Worse than that, Sarah is immersed in a coma, leaving her unable to communicate with those around her. She can hear, and what she hears is deeply disturbing. As her family bicker at her bedside, hinting at old wounds endured, days pass and her doctor begins to suggest transferring her to a hospice. Meanwhile, a threatening man who claims to be Sarah's brother keeps visiting her room at night, making her feel anxious, especially once it's revealed that she doesn't have a brother...

Can Sarah wake up before she loses the chance to do so?

-- What's it about? --

Sarah's struggle to remember who she is and the life that's shaped her. A surprising friendship cemented in times of need. And Kelly's struggle to hold it together as she waits for Sarah to wake up.

Kelly is Sarah's neighbour, apparently an innocent young schoolgirl who knows nothing about anything. Chapters alternate between Sarah's locked-in perspective, which gives us access to her frightful mother and her own slowly developing memories, and Kelly's rather more brutal account of life on a sink estate. Kelly's account of her school days features gangs, knives and frequent use of the f-word as she assures us that appearances can be deceptive.

-- What's it like? --

Wonderful. Fascinating. Chilling.

This is a book I had to warm to, as Sarah's initial narrative felt awkward ('This is me thinking. That is all I can do.') while Kelly's took me aback slightly with its sheer anger ('You don't know me. I'm not what you think.') but I quickly warmed to both perspectives and found it fascinating to gradually learn more about their lives and characters as the storyline developed.

Deborah Bee's presentation of character is skilful and subtle, making the novel a treat to read, even if you disregard the unfolding drama of what actually happened. Readers are primed to dislike Sarah's mother almost immediately, as she focuses on the indignity of having a police car with flashing lights collect her from her respectable neighbourhood in the middle of the night rather than on her youngest daughter's comatose status. Similarly, the patronising nature of the Victim Support Liason becomes beautifully clear as she tells Kelly what a 'great job' she's done by, um, sitting in the waiting room, erm, waiting, while Sarah flounders in her coma.

I found this a gripping and captivating read filled with convincing characters and intriguing twists. I loved the ending, which establishes what happened to Sarah while perfectly reinforcing the nature of her relationship with Kelly, which, like so much in the story, is not quite how it appears, even to Kelly.

-- Final thoughts --

This powerful debut is both a masterful thriller and a compelling character study. It's billed as perfect for fans of 'Before I Go To Sleep' and 'Gone Girl', which I can hardly argue with, since I loved both of those books, too, but 'The Last Thing I Remember' is more subtle, more plausible and more insidious - more capable of getting under-your-skin. This I can imagine happening.

In short, I thoroughly enjoyed reading it and am already looking forward to reading Deborah Bee's next offering.

Many thanks to the publishers for providing me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.… (mehr)