This is an amazing story set at the beginning of the space age in the US, but at the same time, it is so much more. Outwardly, it spans about thirty years of US history, but the way we get to experience it is through the eyes of two extraordinary men. Their ambitions, emotions, dreams and failings are what make this story so special. It may be a slightly romanticized version of the truth in places, but it's written so engagingly that it is almost like a history lesson made fun.

Nick only wants one thing: to fly airplanes like his dad and, once President Kennedy kicks off the space program, to make it to the moon. He sacrifices everything in the hope of getting there: who he really is, his personal life, and the man he loves from the first time he meets him, even if he never admits that out loud. He gets married to please his bosses, suffers through the machinations and manipulations of a truly evil woman (I am sorry, but I couldn’t even forgive her once she repented, what she did was beyond unforgivable in my opinion), and still does not get what he wants most. Accepting that, and still managing to find some happiness, years and years later, is a truly great achievement and shows how much he has grown.

Tait is obsessed with contributing to making the world a better place, and he too, sacrifices everything. As a journalist, he has his sights set on reporting "important" events, but doesn’t quite know how to get there. He doesn’t start out as very courageous, and I wanted to kick him a few times as he hemmed and hawed over what to do. But over the years he learns to stand up for himself and what he wants. Reporting on the space program was not his choice, but he has a knack for "the human angle" and, in the end, the fame he achieves covering the astronauts' lives lands him the job as a war correspondent and opens doors for him to make some real changes. He risks his life to rescue others and his suffering, both physically and mentally, affected me deeply. And he, too, manages to make peace with a life that would have many in despair.

Underneath the almost-tragic story about two men's lives, there is a heart-wrenching love story made up of "just misses". In a society where Nick and Tait's love was close to impossible (at least if you wanted the type of career Nick was after) and coming out would have likely ended Tait's career as well, they did not have a choice but to hide who they were, and what they meant to each other. This book is a great reminder of what men and women like them had to go through, and, let's be honest, still have to go through.

If you want an honest look at history and what it was like to live through the final decades of the last century as a career-oriented gay man, if you like reading about characters who are real and complex, and if the idea of an astronaut and a journalist discovering they are more alike than they'd like to think sounds interesting, give this book a go. I totally loved it and can only recommend you read it. But let me give you fair warning: this is a gut-wrenching story that will more than likely make you angry and make you cry in turn. If you think you’re ready for an emotional roller coaster ride, go for it. This book is well worth reading!




NOTE: This book was provided by Dreamspinner Press for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews. ( )

The touching the stars achievement is not only the most obvious of Nick Sullivan, who is an astronaut in the run that US is having against URSS to have the first man in space and then on the moon, is also that of Tait William, a news reporter trying to do something good amidst an horrible scenario, on both sides of the Vietnam and Cambodia war. And maybe is also that of Nick and Tait together, living, hating and loving for more than 20 years trying to achieve their little paradise.

This is not an “easy” gay romance, and, apparently, for the most part, romance is not even the main theme, Nick and Tait barely shares a kiss, for a good part of the story they are apart, even paired with different partners; more than once I had the feeling they weren’t destined to be together, they were cross-starred lovers, but the time always seemed wrong. Nick and Tait are both confused, sometime even disgusted by what they feel for each other; instead of listening to their hearts they are easily influenced by enemy words, words of people who have the agenda to set them apart.

It was really difficult at time to believe in a future together for these two, moreover, there wasn’t apparently any pity for their beloved ones, people was dying, from war, from AIDS, from lack of love… how easy it was to let it go, to not being strong; but this is the only important characteristic of Nick, and yes, even Tait, they are strong, and able to overcome the time and years who put them apart.

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