The third and final in the I am not Esther series. Four years have passed since Rebecca ran away from her family and the closed religious community, The Children of the Faith. Increasingly unstable leader, Elder Stephen, who Rebecca was to marry, never misses an opportunity to take his revenge out on Rebecca's family. Rebecca's younger sister, Magdalene, is now twelve years old and looking out for her strong-minded little sister, Zillah, as well as coping with an increasingly stressful situation. Their father seems to only be able to pray whilst their mother's mental health has taken a turn for the worse as she constantly finds fault, preaches at them and takes to her bed. The tension within the community is growing as some are discontented and want to split. How can Magdalene protect her little sister, and can they find their older siblings if they do make it out into the world? Another wonderful book from Fleur Beale and a fitting end to this though-provoking series that I highly recommend for teens. ( )