Rose Lamatt married her childhood sweetheart at age twenty, thinking it would cure her fears of insecurity and panic attacks. Instead, her panic attacks became agoraphobia. Afraid to leave the house she became a recluse, alone, encapsulated in a bubble of fear, while her husband's business grew and her children went to school. She led a life unconnected, alone, until someone entered her small world and taught her to live. What happened next was something she never expected.Changes were thrust upon her, whether she wanted them or not. They came, having a life all their own, driven by a force other than hers. Whether they made her happy or not, was not the question. She had to live them, even though she might lose her self. Years later she became a spectator writing this book, watching her life unfold on paper.