I FREAKING LOVED THIS BOOK!

It shattered me, made me cry and weep and sob so hard my head hurt.
I spent the time I read this book like I was a zombie, it was as if I were the one grieving.
It was so raw, Griffin's grief hit me so deep I felt every part of it.

Griffin did wrong, a lot of wrong things, and many of them were irrational, but they made sense in a weird twisted way.

The biggest plot twist in this book was Wade -who btw is my absolute favourite character in this whole damned book- and how things went out between him and Griff.

I really did not expect it, I mean I considered Griff meeting someone else, I considered him getting with Jackson (despite that being quite fucked up), I also considered him ending up alone, but I really didn't even consider Wade an option.
Which is what made me even more excited when that was revealed.

I also loved how the story kept going between present and past, it made it easier to understand how deep Griff was hurting once I knew the history he and Theo had, and it also made the whole story more relatable.

All in all this was one of the few contemporaries that earned a 5 stars for me.
I'm definitely picking up more books by Adam Silvera! ( )