This is a moving essay about the suicide of the author's twin brother, Larry. It is written in a very poetic prose. Part of the structure od the essay is a photograph of the twins, cut into pieces to make a version of the tile Game of Fifteen, where the player attempts to move the fifteen pieces scramble pieces of a picture back into place. There is one hold that allows the tiles to be moved. This is the author's metaphor for her attempt to make sense of her brother's life and death, but many Games of Fifteen can never be solved. I found it very powerful. ( )