For 18+ only. After five years of relationship, Emma felt she had her one love for life with Noah. However, as soon as she mentioned to him that she was ready to have children with him, he replied that he was not and broke up with her. Feeling that over-eating and drinking was not helping her and being hesitant to try seeing a therapist, Emma takes on a new path to heal, non-emotional sex. This quickly read novella, part one of two, is written in the personal perspective of Emma’s handwritten log, explicitly explaining her personal methods of satisfying her sexual urges, her attempts at using a gym membership and sex dating app to track down trysts, and the gaining of a membership into a secret sex club to fulfil her growing desires. Many readers may view this as a guilty pleasure tale for mature adults, but I was more considerate of the psychological underpinnings behind Emma’s actions and thoughts as I read her thoughts behind her actions, a view of a physical addiction to heal mental anguish. This is the first book written in English by the Danish author, which may be a reason for the occasional grammatical error, but these errors do not distract from the reading and can be taken in as common errors found in a personal written log. ( )